J.J.

I was just thinking: Can somebody be your destiny? The happily ever after really exist? Cause that's all I can think when I think of you. This is my diary and I just realized that here I am one more time writting about failed relationships, but I don't wanna you to become one of them, I don't want to cross your name on the list. I want you to be the one, the man, my soulmate. You're all I need to make my life better and adventure the world by your side, you're the one I want to end my day with, everyday of my still young life and the one who I wanna wake up every morning, open my eyes and then..there is you. I want you to be the reason of my happiness and make it all better. I want that feeling of sleeping with somebody with any intention, just grab you like a pillow, a pillow I could never fall apart. I really want you in my life. Feel that love, "you can't live without each other" kind of love, that need of being with your whole self, I want you to become a part of me and me a part of you. I want to cook every meal of the day for you, even if I don't know how to cook I will learn, I wanna take care of you when you're sick and hold you when I'm afraid. Like right now..afraid of every single thought I have about you, about us...