I know he is the love of my life, but I don't feel it, I'm scared.

Hace mucho que no escribo sobre nosotros, pero justamente ayer hiciste que recordara todo lo que sentí desde un inicio, mis miedos, mi valentía y mi dolor si es que todo esto jamás resultaba. Justamente ayer recordamos como unos emoticones reemplazaban verdaderas emociones y unas palabras iban disfrazadas de amor verdadero. 

In that kind of way.

Seriously, I want a life with you, I wanna watch you grow old, i want to watch you sleep and feel your skin like we were one, one soul, one love. I never though finding myself thinking this kind of stuff, I never think about you in that way, but feelings are feelings and I'm a human being and I want you..in that kind of way. 

For a very few times in my life, things are going right. Thank you. 

No cabe duda que eres lo más puro que he querido. 

I miss you so...